Posted in: Post Lung Cancer
At 4 in the morning last night, I was thinking it would be less pain to cut off my hands and feet than to just lay there. The pain was so intense that it took me to my knees before the “white throne”. This lead to the worse migraine ever and I have had thousands.
I praise God that He knew my schedule. I slept in until 10AM! Yippee. Now, its another day, another pain pill, and I’m ready for today’s challenges!!
We an give in or we can give up. Giving in is to stop living. Giving up is let go and give it all to God! I am not prepared to give in - but daily I’m learning to give it all up to God. I’m letting Him call the shots - write my to-do list - put the people in my path that I may touch - I allow Him to be my strength when I am so weak. Yes, I have pain 24/7, but I bet you I’m “LIVING” more than others. I’m not “surviving”, I’m living. For me, the only way to “live” is to give it all up!!!
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Thank you for LIVING! Thank for taking the time & discomfort to share with us!
Comment by Kari — February 18, 2009 @ 1:09 pm
Thanks for the reminder to live the life we are called to live. I am so blessed and may God’s love shine on you today, my friend.
My prayers are with you.
Comment by Marilyn — February 19, 2009 @ 8:36 am
I’m praying for you!
Comment by Tasha — February 21, 2009 @ 7:48 pm
Donna,
Again, thanks for showing me the Way.
Comment by Caren — February 25, 2009 @ 3:33 pm