I didn’t sleep well but it had nothing to do with my Doc. appointment today.  I was up praying for all of you that I know are on pins and needles until I call you today!  Plus, Lon has the heat not kicking on until morning (saving energy and money) and I was frozen.  I got up to put on another blanket - few hours later got up and put on socks etc.  I finally got warm and then the heat kicked on and I was sweating like a ran a marathon - what a night.

Ok, I can’t say that I’m not anxious - but it’s not about if I have cancer or not - the anxiety is just the “unknown”.  I want to know if my life can start going “back to normal” or my life is going to be all about CBCC still for a few more months.  Don’t we always like to know the future - I mean really - if we could change anything wouldn’t it be that God gives us a yearly calendar already filled in - lol.  It’s so hard to allow Him to have control of our schedule but to keep us in the dark is even harder.  So once I “know”, I’ll be all good!

It’s starting off a great day - the kids have a 3 hour fog delay day - for those of you who have no clue what that means - school starts 3 hours later - not until 11:15!!!!!  Yes, I have 2 TVs on this morning already.  Maybe God wanted them home when I get home so we ALL can CELEBRATE me being CANCER FREE?!?!?!

I will let you all know ASAP so keep checking!!!!

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