Thoughts of living through cancer
October 10th, 2005 at 10:58 am
Posted By: donnab
Posted in: Breast Cancer

I’m sad today ..

I’m sad because it hurts too much so I can’t go “work my business” and we need the money

I’m sad because I can’t be in the fashion show Thursday - can’t wear a bra and need that “boob”

I’m sad because I have REALLY watched what I ate last week (no sweets) and I gained another 3 pounds - I weighed 134 when I started and I just hit 150! The doctor said 20-40 pounds so I should feel good - but when I look in the mirror I see this GIGANTIC person and it makes me sick

I’m sad because I don’t sleep well so I don’t have the energy during the day to get much done.

I’m sad because I just want to feel like myself

BUT, I’m HAPPY because my God knows all of this .. is here with me … loves me … and will take care of me! He has bigger and better plans for me .. In HIS timing … HIS way … I just have to give it ALL to Him!




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